medicated
The head pounding set in Saturday evening. I knew something was coming, my whole body felt warm with a slight ache. Sunday and Monday are a complete blur. I didn't leave the apartment, I didn't eat, and my thoughts quickly became sporadic and non-sensical. I cursed the juice company Tampico for profiting off my illness. Eventually, it was only slipping and sliding: slipping in and out of consiousness and sliding blanket-wrapped across the floor trying keep myself in the slanted rectangles of the sun's afternoon window-rays.
The sun set and I was irrationally concerned that I would be unable to warm myself through the night. I needed to call someone! tell them that I wasn't thinking straight, that I was vomiting, and that I felt like crying. After maybe thirty minutes I managed to located the keys and proper change. But then I thought about having to walk all the way outside and around the corner to the phone, would anything be worth that! I chose to stay inside and mumble. "I can't breathe" "I can't go to the campo" "My eye's will turn yellow" "I won't have health to go to France" "I'll never see Africa again."
restless night
This morning Wes was home and I was awake for the first time. I told him about this headache.
He gave me a green pill.
With my glasses off I sat and watched the clear-day, bright-brick colors of El Alto jump in and out of the window. I watched Wes play legos with the Baker's trilingual child: english, spanish, and three-year-old speech (a language that is rarely directed toward any one person, completely devoid of vocabulary and syntax but amazingly expressive by means of intonation alone).
Within the hour my brain felt no pain.
I posited a scientific theory. The green pill probably made my heart beat a little faster than it needed, sending excess oxygen to my head, numbing and buzzing the pain centers of my brain . . . or somesuch tumbling of physiologic dominos. But I quickly rejected it. The remedy must have been those thoughts of loved ones induced by child's play and sun colors.
The always consistant arc of Dave Weber's smile.
The broad stance and non-self-confidence confidence of Ethan Van Drunen giving smiles in exchange for life promotions.
Doug Harbin's genuine enthusiasm and child-like fascination with the bassoon.
My sister with bones loose in their skin, swept up in the current, sharing time and washing dishes.

13 Comments:
Can you tell me where to get one of those green pills???
nice post
i think you should bring back some green pills as well as ample supplies of coca, it will make for a good passover...
...but if you do get yellow eyes i will love you none the less
peace and happiness
662
Hasta la Victoria Siempre! Coca o muerte. Debes traer El Inca y La Pacena con la coca and "green pill" Quisiera saber si vas a comprar un otro mono? Bueno, me alegre que nos vemos en menos de dos semanas. Cuidate.
Manito tenuar comiste cuando pelos largos son calientes con ciudad agua con arroz fresca bob neider alrededor la frete del lapiz hasta nieve cuando almorzar me gusta jugar al futbol boligraficos.
-Weber
The pill may have something to do with the Matrix, but I'm not at liberty to say.
You write beautifully, by the way.
roland
dane_elec
a_80
gps
cage_aux
blanc
la_fete_des
val
noa_l
tb
collier_d
Her daughter having completed her education at the best boarding-school in Philadelphia, and her son being about to graduate at cialis Princeton, the mother had planned with her children a tour to Niagara and the lakes, returning by way of Boston.. Self-deception is a plant which withers fast in the pellucid atmosphere celebrex of dream investigation.. Well, then, there lived Monsieur Poopoo ever since he came from dear, delightful Paris, as he was wont to call the city of his nativity--there he took in the pennies for his kickshaws--there he laid aside five thousand dollars against a rainy day--there he was as happy as a lark--and there, in all human probability, he would have been to this very day, a respected and substantial citizen, had he been buspar willing to let well alone.. I hope you have furosemide prospered.. It is, therefore, the censor lying between the Unc. wellbutrin. Now, good-by, and I'll be sure to be present at the next synthroid meeting.. Now look here, drawing from diflucan his pocket a paper.. Podington agreed with his friend that walking home was the best thing clarinex they could do.. It would make phentermine you feel safer.. [1] If this first issue is brought about the process has no further significance for the dream wellbutrin formation.. I laughed because you laughed, said the actos girl.. Comprenez-vous? paxil To this tirade, uttered with great volubility, Miss Morland made no other reply than, Oui--je comprens.. The dead child was, therefore, really the fulfillment of a wish, but a wish which had been put aside for fifteen years, and it is not surprising that the fulfillment of the wish was no acetaminophen longer recognized after so long an interval.. Ingham, I hope aspirin your friend Augusta is better.. For months he had lived in a heaven of gratified vanity, but at last his appetite had begun to falter. insulin..
Her daughter having completed her education at the best boarding-school in Philadelphia, and her son being about to graduate at vioxx Princeton, the mother had planned with her children a tour to Niagara and the lakes, returning by way of Boston.. Self-deception is a plant which withers fast in the pellucid atmosphere viagra of dream investigation.. Well, then, there lived Monsieur Poopoo ever since he came from dear, delightful Paris, as he was wont to call the city of his nativity--there he took in the pennies for his kickshaws--there he laid aside five thousand dollars against a rainy day--there he was as happy as a lark--and there, in all human probability, he would have been to this very day, a respected and substantial citizen, had he been imitrex willing to let well alone.. I hope you have amitriptyline prospered.. It is, therefore, the censor lying between the Unc. vicodin. Now, good-by, and I'll be sure to be present at the next soma meeting.. Now look here, drawing from levoxyl his pocket a paper.. Podington agreed with his friend that walking home was the best thing pseudoephedrine they could do.. It would make xanax you feel safer.. [1] If this first issue is brought about the process has no further significance for the dream rozerem formation.. I laughed because you laughed, said the amitriptyline girl.. Comprenez-vous? metformin To this tirade, uttered with great volubility, Miss Morland made no other reply than, Oui--je comprens.. The dead child was, therefore, really the fulfillment of a wish, but a wish which had been put aside for fifteen years, and it is not surprising that the fulfillment of the wish was no alprazolam longer recognized after so long an interval.. Ingham, I hope singulair your friend Augusta is better.. For months he had lived in a heaven of gratified vanity, but at last his appetite had begun to falter. toprol..
Her daughter having completed her education at the best boarding-school in Philadelphia, and her son being about to graduate at ativan Princeton, the mother had planned with her children a tour to Niagara and the lakes, returning by way of Boston.. Self-deception is a plant which withers fast in the pellucid atmosphere potassium of dream investigation.. Well, then, there lived Monsieur Poopoo ever since he came from dear, delightful Paris, as he was wont to call the city of his nativity--there he took in the pennies for his kickshaws--there he laid aside five thousand dollars against a rainy day--there he was as happy as a lark--and there, in all human probability, he would have been to this very day, a respected and substantial citizen, had he been prevacid willing to let well alone.. I hope you have thyroid prospered.. It is, therefore, the censor lying between the Unc. celexa. Now, good-by, and I'll be sure to be present at the next xanax meeting.. Now look here, drawing from oxycodone his pocket a paper.. Podington agreed with his friend that walking home was the best thing ultram they could do.. It would make paxil you feel safer.. [1] If this first issue is brought about the process has no further significance for the dream levitra formation.. I laughed because you laughed, said the tylenol girl.. Comprenez-vous? lithium To this tirade, uttered with great volubility, Miss Morland made no other reply than, Oui--je comprens.. The dead child was, therefore, really the fulfillment of a wish, but a wish which had been put aside for fifteen years, and it is not surprising that the fulfillment of the wish was no diazepam longer recognized after so long an interval.. Ingham, I hope calcium your friend Augusta is better.. For months he had lived in a heaven of gratified vanity, but at last his appetite had begun to falter. evista..
Her daughter having completed her education at the best boarding-school in Philadelphia, and her son being about to graduate at soma Princeton, the mother had planned with her children a tour to Niagara and the lakes, returning by way of Boston.. Self-deception is a plant which withers fast in the pellucid atmosphere phentermine of dream investigation.. Well, then, there lived Monsieur Poopoo ever since he came from dear, delightful Paris, as he was wont to call the city of his nativity--there he took in the pennies for his kickshaws--there he laid aside five thousand dollars against a rainy day--there he was as happy as a lark--and there, in all human probability, he would have been to this very day, a respected and substantial citizen, had he been cialis willing to let well alone.. I hope you have butalbital prospered.. It is, therefore, the censor lying between the Unc. warfarin. Now, good-by, and I'll be sure to be present at the next promethazine meeting.. Now look here, drawing from altace his pocket a paper.. Podington agreed with his friend that walking home was the best thing darvocet they could do.. It would make actos you feel safer.. [1] If this first issue is brought about the process has no further significance for the dream thyroid formation.. I laughed because you laughed, said the metoprolol girl.. Comprenez-vous? ritalin To this tirade, uttered with great volubility, Miss Morland made no other reply than, Oui--je comprens.. The dead child was, therefore, really the fulfillment of a wish, but a wish which had been put aside for fifteen years, and it is not surprising that the fulfillment of the wish was no celebrex longer recognized after so long an interval.. Ingham, I hope bextra your friend Augusta is better.. For months he had lived in a heaven of gratified vanity, but at last his appetite had begun to falter. lunesta..
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ...
serious question, if any author is still following this blog: can we have this web address? My wife and I are moving to El Alto with WMF & the Baker crew. We were trying out some new web addresses and found this one here.
Thanks,
Adam
thanks for the prompt reply! I really appreciate it. here's what I think:
log-in to blogger and get to your dashboard.
at "illimani says" blog, click settings.
click "permissions" on the sub-tab up top.
your google id should be there under "add authors" send me an invite to adamthada~at~gmail.com~dot~com
From there, I might be able to then delete you all as authors and re-do the blog for our purposes.
As for Ale 8 (which, as a multi-year attendee to Ichthus, I know about) we'll see!
Post a Comment
<< Home